Purposeless.

Read someone's blog and suddenly felt im so useless.

She have a spirit to work hard to get her target.
Why I can't?
My target always broke down,because of my attitude.

Sometimes i really hate myself.
I knew im poor in my studies,but I still play around everyday.
I tried to sit infront of the books before,but my heart are always not there to study.
I always build castles in the air and think about some unfeasible things.
I cant focus on my study.

A young idler,an old beggar..
I feel anxiety of my future.
It will be colourful or just black and white?

Nowadays, our relationship are getting closer and closer.

Honestly, I like that feel.