Purposeless.

Read someone's blog and suddenly felt im so useless.

She have a spirit to work hard to get her target.
Why I can't?
My target always broke down,because of my attitude.

Sometimes i really hate myself.
I knew im poor in my studies,but I still play around everyday.
I tried to sit infront of the books before,but my heart are always not there to study.
I always build castles in the air and think about some unfeasible things.
I cant focus on my study.

A young idler,an old beggar..
I feel anxiety of my future.
It will be colourful or just black and white?

Nowadays, our relationship are getting closer and closer.

Honestly, I like that feel.

Dreams.

During Science period....

Me: What do you want to do when you grow up?
Shermaine: I wanna be a lawyer, if not I will be a guide.
Xiao Yi: Err... I think I will go and study business management. I wanna open a coffee shop and be a boss.
Me: How about you? (looking at Koo Yean)
Koo Yean: Err.. I wanna open a cake shop gua..
Me: You? (pointing at Elim)
Elim: Be a beautician.. I wanna learn to make up people's look.
Me: Amy, you?
Amy: Me ar?? Stay at home and hit my husband..

LAUGH.

Koo Yean: How about you?
Me: I would like to be a photographer, and create my own company. Maybe I will go abroad to study and bring foreign boyfriend back to Malaysia. HAHAHA.

LOL.. Then we start to imagine and made story.


When we grow up, our shop and company will be neighbouring with each others.
One day, Amy gonna get marry, she come and find me to discuss their marriage. Then, we will go Sim's coffee shop to chat about it.
Before marry, Amy will go Elim's beauty shop to do facial and dress up. Marriage need cakes right? Then she will order with Koo Yean's bakery.
Then, when Amy and her husband take marriage photo at Hui Ying's happiness chapel. Amy keep on hitting her husband. Finally, her husband can't stand it anymore. He wanna divorce with her. At last, they sign the certificate of divorcing at Shermaine's law company.


Lol.We made this story.
How sad ! Amy.

Maybe you will think we say so just only for joke.
But, For me. Im serious.
I hope to be a photographer.
Maybe you will think photographer are not impractical.
But, who care? That's my interest.
I wanna take all the things appear in my life.

Hey girls,

Let's walk together towards our dream.