伪装

原来...我一直都在伪装.

现在的我需要的是真正真心的朋友.
我心里有好多好多好多事..

不知道要跟谁诉苦的我.
唯有的办法就是在这里发泄.
如果我不这样做,我怕...真的有一天我会崩溃.

忍一时风平浪静,退一步海阔天空.
我一直都在忍..就是因为不要发生争执.
但是人的忍让度是有限的.
要学会适可而止.

平时看我嘻嘻哈哈的,我想请问谁看过我真正的脾气 ?
谁了解我真正的性格 ?
我不喜欢当遇到不满的时候就把''不满''两个字写在脸上.
我知道如果我这样做,会影响到大家的情绪和心情.
我没有真正的发过脾气,遇到不满的事情我只是破口大骂几句,过了一会儿就不当一会事了.

我知道当我写了这文章过后,我会被批评.
但是朋友不是应该坦白吗?
有些话不适合面对面说,我只不过是在用另外一种方式跟你们说话.

对不起,最近心情很差.

I need some fresh air.

Im not happy recently.
There's no point to go to school.
It's just wasting my time SERIOUSLY.



Everything is going worse ! like SHIT.
I feel so dissatisfied with study, friends, club......
Feel like giving up everything or just let it be.
Why should I care so much ?!



Study.
Damn it. Chemistry, Account, Add Maths is driving me crazy !
I really truly regret.
I should choose Account class from the beginning.
Arghhhh.. IM SO PANIC RIGHT NOW



Friends.
Where's my true friend ?
I feel so disappointed with some of them, of course I do love some of you girls.
Why are people being so childish and shameless nowadays?
WHY ?! WHY?!

I need some fresh air.

Two sakai rock the kampung

Yea, This two sakai had followed me to my kampung for funnnnn !
We seriously had loads of fun there.

Ride the motocycle in the morning and go wherever we wanted.
Walked around the ''jungle'' to collect duriansss.
Eat the mangosteenssss and durianssss as much as we can. Until we felt sick of durian ! Can you imagine how many duriansss we had eaten ? It's uncountable !

For the others who wanna join us next year, tell me and book your place ! haha.
I think my kampung might going to be a pasar next year !
You guys are welcomeeeeeed ! :)

Please go to my facebook for more photos. :)

Pertandingan Kawad Kaki KRS peringkat Kinta Utara 2010

Our school KRS got runner up in Pertandingan Kawad Kaki KRS peringkat Kinta Utara 2010.

I think this is the first time. Everyone of us were pleased and satisfied with the result. We never ever believe that we got second. All of us were shocked !

Champion : SMC. Runner Up: PGS. Second Runner Up : AMC.

Talent Quest 2010 - Dance Miracle

Okayy, Let's talk about today's Talent Quest.

Firstly,Im the photographer for all the day. I was rushing here and there to take nice photos to you guys and myself of course. Haha. Especially with those celebreties. And I realize that to be a pro photographer needs alot of energy. Oh god, It's so tired to run here and there.

Next, This is the first time I get so close with the celebreties although they're not as famous as 2PM,Super Junior,TVXQ,SHinee....... I mean Hau and Eddie. Loh Zhi Wei called me to take their photos (Of course I wish to meet them too.) so we went to their room. They chat with me,pose infront of my camera.

I found that Hau is a very nice person. When I called him to pose. He stand like a wood and let me take photo. Then I called him to do something funny,and he dance 'Nobody' and pose like Wonder Girls.

Eddie was handsomeeee like hell ! He looks different with his photos. His real person is much more better than his photos. And Eddie recognize me ! LOL. When he was taking photo with his fans,I was standing beside with my camera. Then he waved his hand to call me to take photos for him. Lol. (Maybe it's nothing for you,but it's a memorable time for me. Hehehe.)

ECX was so funny and cute ! I like their dance. It's awesomeeee ! There's a member called Dennis,OMG.He's such a.......provoke laughter ! He can makes people laugh easily. They are so cool !

Thirdly, This year Talent Quest seems so cold and cheerless. There's so less people compare with last year. But I can say that to those people who didn't attend Talent Quest 2010. It's such a waste !

I want to be the photographer again next year although it's tired ! I want to meet the celebreties again ! Hahaha !

Eddie.

ECX.

ECX

ECX-Dennis.

I look shit in these photos.

The others photo will be upload but not now.

Busy with Talent Quest & Marching Competition ! :(

Busy Busy Busy.
I felt so exhausted and worry.
Talent Quest is coming, yea. It's tomoro !
Im so worried about the show, the tickets..
We're having dance competition instead of singing competition this year.

After Talent Quest,we're having Pertandingan Kawad Kaki Daerah Kinta KRS.
On 3/7/2010 ! It's next saturday !
Im so scare and nervous ! OMG OMG OMG.
God bless us. Just hope we can finish the formation in time.

Good Luck for Aliaa !

Singapore with XinZhi

I went to Singapore with my cousin and her friend last two days without adults.
Yea, Means just three of us.
Had a great time at there but I feel abit lonely.
Cause I feel like disturbing them. Haha. Understand what I mean ?

Photos of the days. :)

This little guy was so freaking cool ! So handsomee.

It tasted Greattttt !

Three of us.

When a handsome guy pass by.

Sentosa.

Universal Studio,Sentosa.

I like this photo. :)

Homeless.

Idiot.

SPAMMER IS SUCH A COWARD.

What I wrote it's none of your business.

You're just an outsider. You dont even know what had happened.

So, Shut up and Quit if you dont like it.

This is my blog , I can write whatever I want

And Im just writing my true feelings.

Poi Lam gathering

We went to Poi Lam KRS gathering yesterday.
This gathering was the bored-est gathering ever !
We scream like an insane but end up with the Best Disipline. *Geram !

For more photos, please go to my Facebook.

Love Green

Love Green.

My little model of a day. Hehe

2 days more.
Poi Lam gathering is coming and F4 is taking part in dancing.
Im still so blurr with the dance step. How ?
There's no enough time for us. We seriously LACK OF TIME !

Today was a very tiring day.We went back to school as usual. Practice our dance, but it's abit different today.
Sze Nan came back and teach us dancing.
I loveee her so much. Although she's graduated, but she still help us if there's difficulty. 25409784526 times THANK YOU for her !

Girls, Hwaiting !