Misapprehension ?

There's a distance between you and us.
Oh no,wake up please !
Your lie was impracticable.
Dont treat us as a fool !
How terrible was your lie !
We are not a stupid okay ?

Nowadays, we were pretending in front of you.
Chat happily ?
Oh gosh.. That's all fake. Okay ?
We feel disgust at your way of speaking.
Dont you realize your error yet ?
I can ensure that if you still dont change your character, you gonna lose all your friend.

Okay,maybe we misunderstand you.
But you have changed a lot since this year.
This is not merely me,others people agree with me too.
We begin to be disgusted with you.
So, stop lying us ! Be honest please.

You made me so confused.
Although Im not sure that are you really lying, but the way you speak.
It's made us difficult to believe.
You should not overstate your words.

It's not a crime If you wanna be another you.
But honestly, we like the previous you.
I think you can feel there are distances between us.
Im sorry if I misunderstand you.

There's no meaning to be friend if we cheated each others.

Vexed

I received a complain from my form teacher.
She phoned my house and asked my mum why i didn't go to school for so many days. She said she gonna give me warning letter.

And my mum told my dad. My dad scolded me and he said if still dont go to school, he will stop everything about me. Just like, dont let me eat,dont give me money.. and bla bla bla.

WTF. What can I do ?
Just be an obedient girl lar.
I have no idea why should I go to school. Damn.
Sit there and do nothing. Go there and listen what useless ceramah.
Chat and chat again those meaningless topic with my buddies.
Awww. I hate these life.
Im so fed up !

And the other stuff is annoying me.
Should I stop my piano lesson ?
Im not interested in music, although i love listen to song.
I have learn piano for 7 years and organ for 4 years i think.
But, I was forced by my mum.
I told her I dont want to learn piano many times.
And she scolded me and talked alot.
Said. I wasted her money. And many more...
Arghhh !!!!!!!!

This afternoon she keep on calling us (my sister) to practice piano.
(Everyday also want her to call us, if not we wont practice.)
We just like ignored her. And she started to scold us.

Just now, she told us.
If dont want learn then tell her.
Dont always think like Im forcing you to learn.
Her tone was angry-ing and a little disappointed.
Haizz...

She want me to give her answer tomoro.

Im so confused now.
If I prefer learn, I must everyday practice automatically.

But when I face to the theory, I will automatically feel like sleeping. Just like facing SEJARAH.

If I prefer stop, Im gonna see her long face everyday.

And I think she wont let me learn anything, anymore.

So,what should I do ?!

Sim's big day.

Happy Birthday dear, Sim Xiao Yi !

Stay pretty and healthy.Best friend forever !

Sze Cheng big day.

HAPPY ONE FIVE BIRTHDAY KOK SZE CHENG !
Wish EXXRLXN dreams may come true.
Hahaha.

Survivor.

SURVIVOR !! SURVIVOR !! SUVIVOR !!
Okay, this is our team name.
I have alot of stuff wanna scrabble out.
I have participate a paint ball competiton today,this is the first time I play. Yesterday night I was worrying this worrying that.
I heard alot of people said this game is dangerous and painful. Im so afraid.

Early in the morning when I reach the place, I saw a lot of teenagers at there. Then speech time,bla bla bla..
Okay, it's our turn. Im so nervous,because this is the first time.
I have no experience at all.
But it's our time, we won it !
Then play play play till Top 10. OMG. I never think that we can enter it.
We defeated a team of boys.
We were so so so so surprise. What a nice game. WOW.
After that, we shoot shoot shoot till Final.
This was amazing !
I think there's two teams of girl.
We was among the two teams.
In the final,we must versus 4 teams.
Three teams were boy,and one was girl.
We lost 2 times,and abstention a game with a team of boys.
Because they are formidable.
And, it was draw when we versus with the girl teams.

It's the time to announce the result.
No5, ...... No4,....SURVIVOR !!
We shouted ! I was shocked. I thought we will lose. But we WON!!
We are the CHAMPION OF GIRLS!
Im so happy at the moment ! I cant believe we got it!
This is the first time we play this game, and we got No4!
OMG ! We got No4 between 44 teams.

Lastly, this game was fun.
But it will bring some injure and pain if you got shoot. For the one who enjoy this game,it's worth. I did enjoy this game. I really love it. It was full of stimulus.

Survivor -Koo Yean,Kok Sze Cheng,Michelle,Chan Wai Mun,and the captain. =)

Fantasy-Chin Yi Ning,Yip Ching Mun,Tan Boom Im,Chen See Mei,Foo Sook Kei.
No4.
Our medal.

Video will be upload later.

After PMR.

Im so boring.
We decided not to go to school today.
So, I have nothing to do at home.
And I wonder why my mum still dont let me to play the comp after PMR.
She's going to hide the mouse again.
Fuck.

Im so fucking boring !
Ishhh..
Suddenly feel like having exam is better than after exam.
After PMR, just like no target anymore.
And the life become so meaningless.
Planning what to do for these weeks.
Feel like not going to school everyday.

I want to go KL on 25th Oct.
because the gorgoeous,glamorous guy, LEE MIN HO IS COMING !

Im going to learn korean with Michelle.

PMR is over !

SHOUT OUT LOUD !

PMR IS OVER ! OVER ! OVER !
You know? OVER. Past tense. OVER.

Im so happy.
but I wonder how many As I will get.
I think NO.

I did alot of careless.
Shitt..

My big day.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !

Thanks people that wish me Happy Birthday. =)

I want good result in PMR.

I want a healthy body.

And I want alot alot alot of present.

Purposeless.

Read someone's blog and suddenly felt im so useless.

She have a spirit to work hard to get her target.
Why I can't?
My target always broke down,because of my attitude.

Sometimes i really hate myself.
I knew im poor in my studies,but I still play around everyday.
I tried to sit infront of the books before,but my heart are always not there to study.
I always build castles in the air and think about some unfeasible things.
I cant focus on my study.

A young idler,an old beggar..
I feel anxiety of my future.
It will be colourful or just black and white?

Nowadays, our relationship are getting closer and closer.

Honestly, I like that feel.

Dreams.

During Science period....

Me: What do you want to do when you grow up?
Shermaine: I wanna be a lawyer, if not I will be a guide.
Xiao Yi: Err... I think I will go and study business management. I wanna open a coffee shop and be a boss.
Me: How about you? (looking at Koo Yean)
Koo Yean: Err.. I wanna open a cake shop gua..
Me: You? (pointing at Elim)
Elim: Be a beautician.. I wanna learn to make up people's look.
Me: Amy, you?
Amy: Me ar?? Stay at home and hit my husband..

LAUGH.

Koo Yean: How about you?
Me: I would like to be a photographer, and create my own company. Maybe I will go abroad to study and bring foreign boyfriend back to Malaysia. HAHAHA.

LOL.. Then we start to imagine and made story.


When we grow up, our shop and company will be neighbouring with each others.
One day, Amy gonna get marry, she come and find me to discuss their marriage. Then, we will go Sim's coffee shop to chat about it.
Before marry, Amy will go Elim's beauty shop to do facial and dress up. Marriage need cakes right? Then she will order with Koo Yean's bakery.
Then, when Amy and her husband take marriage photo at Hui Ying's happiness chapel. Amy keep on hitting her husband. Finally, her husband can't stand it anymore. He wanna divorce with her. At last, they sign the certificate of divorcing at Shermaine's law company.


Lol.We made this story.
How sad ! Amy.

Maybe you will think we say so just only for joke.
But, For me. Im serious.
I hope to be a photographer.
Maybe you will think photographer are not impractical.
But, who care? That's my interest.
I wanna take all the things appear in my life.

Hey girls,

Let's walk together towards our dream.